How can I Write Other? The Pains and Possibilities of Autoethnographic’s Research Writing Experienced by a non-Western Female Student

In this paper, I am going to explore an other kind of research writing by sharing my journey as a PhD female student from non-Western background experiencing differently. Starting study within standard conventional methodology, shifted non-traditional mode doctoral called autoethnography. employ method inquiry (Richardson & St Pierre, 2005) where can center voice, write creatively and move beyond normative, positivist post-positivist paradigms. Following autoethnographic path, experienced struggles opportunities endeavor push the limit in field play language which is not first language.